so i took the chance...

Well this past Friday i took the chance like i said i would and asked her. i was kind of nervous but i didnt hesitate. well she replied by saying "i dont date people" . yes that's right she doesnt date people. now i took this to mean that she didnt wanna date anyone at this time but i still didnt get it. i made a joke later when my friends asked me how it went and i claimed that i'm going to make t-shirts that say 'reject me if you want...' on the front and 'but i expect a 5 paragraph essay explaining why.' on the back.

well we went to the contest today ( i mentioned it in my last post) and she texted me claiming that she just said that because she liked somebody else but didnt want to be rude to me. so just to clarify, she LIED to me in an effort to not be rude...yeah... well anyways in the spirit of friendship i told her about the joke and explained my intentions that it wasnt directed at her but was just inspired by her response. (honestly, who hasnt been rejected and didnt know why right?) well she claimed that she found it kind of mean after which i apologized. i suppose we're still friends but the rest of the night she seemed to take a picture with the guy she liked (whom she is now officially dating) or hold his hand, right as i'd look back to talk to the other people who were sitting by them almost as if she were rubbing it in my face. This could quite possibly be just my disappointment getting the better of me though so i'll leave it up to the reader to determine their own opinion. we also were the only band besides the other band from our town to not get a gold. which i found stupid. we were only 1.55 points away from a gold, which ticked me off even further. it was just a terrible last couple of days. oh and i was told that apparently the factor that keeps me from getting a girlfriend is because i'm too nice. funny. i always thought it was because i was 5'2".