If you haven't guessed I've been pretty bi-polar in these last ...every blog post I've ever had. To be perfectly honest I'm thinking that what's got me so angry is less of everyone else and more of just me. This year I've turned into the type of person that I despise. I've talked about some of my best friends 'behind their back' and have been kind of cold to quite a few people. After all, getting so fired up over a stupid little talent show is pretty lame. So it's time to resolve some issues and confess a few things to a few people that are going to be extremely difficult to say. So keep me in your thoughts, or if you're religious then pray for me. I'm going to need a good bit of help in this regard. For the record I'm not telling anyone off or anything like that so I should be fine. For once in a looong time I'm actually aiming at securing and fixing a few friendships instead of saying 'maybe it's time I broke a few friendships off.' Weirdest thing is that it took Murph to kind of inspire me because he stated "I don't want the seniors ending the year as enemies" in regards to a small bit of drama over a percussion vamp for the revue before the indoor performance (which we're not doing. so make that the third thing to fail for me in this revue). So, things to do NOW
Reconcile and cure my conscience
Two days of Revue with Wind Ensemble contest on saturday
AP Weeks
SMASH Battle of the Bands
Get prom tickets
Find a job? (hopefully. I need teh cash monies)
Go to prom with the best person ever who totally brightened up my day with Elvis music
Graduate.
"I don't know where we went wrong. All I know now is I gotta do somethin right." - Streetlight Manifesto
April 28, 2011
April 22, 2011
A bunch of lazy morons
is the definition of my fellow seniors. Every year we have a senior skit for the Revue. It's one of the favorite acts (well it used to be. It got kinda suckish last year). However this year there currently isn't one. I was talking to Katie today and asked what the senior skit was going to be, assuming that it was done and ready for the Revue NEXT THURSDAY and that I had just been left out of the loop as the band kids usually are with these kinds of things, and she literally said, "Well, we left a spot open in the revue for it, but it hasn't been made yet."
Really? REALLY? Hasn't been made yet! The revue's in seven days! The act is literally expected out of every revue and it didn't occur to those stuck up little sons of bitches we call a student council to think up a fricking senior skit? They put the time slot in! That's what doesn't make sense! I can understand if they had just decided not to do it because they might've been bogged down with other acts in the show but to put a time slot in for it and not ask a single person to do it is RIDICULOUS AT BEST!!! So I decided to try and put one together. With Joseph at my right hand side and my loyal people (the ones that actually HAVE work ethic both in and out of band including Cindy Himes and Matt Kendall) backin me up. Maybe we can pull this off...maybe. All I know is that if this is successful, Joseph and I, (narcissism in 3..2..1) Well just I really...need an award.
I'm still just baffled that it took me asking what it was in order to be able to do it because I still am 98% sure that if I hadn't, we wouldn't have had a Senior Skit. Of course what can you expect from the class that let the X-Factor student section go to crap and elected a class president who doesn't even want to pay attention for five minutes of class, let alone DO anything for the school. Ugh...Frustrations. I wish I had graduated in 08 because my brother never cared about this stuff and it would've been nice to be in the last graduating class that didn't totally suck at this kind of thing. (09 was ok but 2010 is definitely where the ball droppage started to occur as we began the influx of the douchewagons that didn't care about anything)
Well any way there's my current pissiness for the evening. Later peeps.
Really? REALLY? Hasn't been made yet! The revue's in seven days! The act is literally expected out of every revue and it didn't occur to those stuck up little sons of bitches we call a student council to think up a fricking senior skit? They put the time slot in! That's what doesn't make sense! I can understand if they had just decided not to do it because they might've been bogged down with other acts in the show but to put a time slot in for it and not ask a single person to do it is RIDICULOUS AT BEST!!! So I decided to try and put one together. With Joseph at my right hand side and my loyal people (the ones that actually HAVE work ethic both in and out of band including Cindy Himes and Matt Kendall) backin me up. Maybe we can pull this off...maybe. All I know is that if this is successful, Joseph and I, (narcissism in 3..2..1) Well just I really...need an award.
I'm still just baffled that it took me asking what it was in order to be able to do it because I still am 98% sure that if I hadn't, we wouldn't have had a Senior Skit. Of course what can you expect from the class that let the X-Factor student section go to crap and elected a class president who doesn't even want to pay attention for five minutes of class, let alone DO anything for the school. Ugh...Frustrations. I wish I had graduated in 08 because my brother never cared about this stuff and it would've been nice to be in the last graduating class that didn't totally suck at this kind of thing. (09 was ok but 2010 is definitely where the ball droppage started to occur as we began the influx of the douchewagons that didn't care about anything)
Well any way there's my current pissiness for the evening. Later peeps.
April 13, 2011
blarghity blarghity blah
Uhhh yeah. SO!
There's just been stuff and things that I'm trying to sort out. I'm kinda goin for a reconstruction of my self but really It's more of a matter of getting my crap together and trying to find the person I was last year. It's kind of a weird thing to say but I feel as though I've acted differently since I turned 18 (it wasn't instant, just an evolution over a year) and become someone I'm not a big fan of again. I guess I just need to be more conscious of myself. Heck I dunno.
The revue is coming up here in three weeks. We still haven't auditioned due to sheer lack of time/ a lot of stuff being one big clustereff this year due to ice and teachers that don't really seem to care and student council members that don't keep anyone posted on things. I don't know what the deal is but I feel like there was more said about the Revue in the last couple years than this year. Meh. Maybe it's just me.
I also need a job. Mostly I just need money but a job gives you money sooo I need a job. Applyin to places and things and stuff and stuff and things. Baesler's I'm pretty sure is gonna take waaay too long (people tell me it took them 3 months to get hired, and time luxury which I do not have). I'd like to work at Dollar General in meadows since it's just right up the street but they never hire beyond the two people that work there (same with the Meadows Theater) so I guess I just need to look for another store job somewhere else. I had a good thing goin with KMart for a while, too bad it had to go and turn to utter $#*7 thanks to manager incompetency and one mistake I made (which was thinking the HR, Lisa, or Lisafer as she has been dubbed due to her devilish deviance, wasn't a lying biznitch) I just need something soon. It'd be nice to have a job before prom so I can have money for it. Guess we'll have to see.
And then there's just useless random crap. Band is ok. Rest of school is ok. Things and stuff. Spring time is here. It's kinda getting warmer except it seems like everytime I get the chance to do something it either rains or everyone else is busy (Deming Park is extremely boring when you're alone) things and stuff. Might try goin toward gettin mahself a new lady but we'll see how that pans out. (something tells me it'l take a while but isn't exactly ruled out in the realm of success yet. ultimately though it's not very high up on my list)
Weeeelllll that about sums it up. Snooch to the Nooch.
There's just been stuff and things that I'm trying to sort out. I'm kinda goin for a reconstruction of my self but really It's more of a matter of getting my crap together and trying to find the person I was last year. It's kind of a weird thing to say but I feel as though I've acted differently since I turned 18 (it wasn't instant, just an evolution over a year) and become someone I'm not a big fan of again. I guess I just need to be more conscious of myself. Heck I dunno.
The revue is coming up here in three weeks. We still haven't auditioned due to sheer lack of time/ a lot of stuff being one big clustereff this year due to ice and teachers that don't really seem to care and student council members that don't keep anyone posted on things. I don't know what the deal is but I feel like there was more said about the Revue in the last couple years than this year. Meh. Maybe it's just me.
I also need a job. Mostly I just need money but a job gives you money sooo I need a job. Applyin to places and things and stuff and stuff and things. Baesler's I'm pretty sure is gonna take waaay too long (people tell me it took them 3 months to get hired, and time luxury which I do not have). I'd like to work at Dollar General in meadows since it's just right up the street but they never hire beyond the two people that work there (same with the Meadows Theater) so I guess I just need to look for another store job somewhere else. I had a good thing goin with KMart for a while, too bad it had to go and turn to utter $#*7 thanks to manager incompetency and one mistake I made (which was thinking the HR, Lisa, or Lisafer as she has been dubbed due to her devilish deviance, wasn't a lying biznitch) I just need something soon. It'd be nice to have a job before prom so I can have money for it. Guess we'll have to see.
And then there's just useless random crap. Band is ok. Rest of school is ok. Things and stuff. Spring time is here. It's kinda getting warmer except it seems like everytime I get the chance to do something it either rains or everyone else is busy (Deming Park is extremely boring when you're alone) things and stuff. Might try goin toward gettin mahself a new lady but we'll see how that pans out. (something tells me it'l take a while but isn't exactly ruled out in the realm of success yet. ultimately though it's not very high up on my list)
Weeeelllll that about sums it up. Snooch to the Nooch.
April 6, 2011
Genuinely good days
Today was one. Got a ps2, kingdom hearts 2, and a memory card for 50 bucks. relaxed for the most part of the day.
Then 6:45 came around...
...and Brittany came over! ^__^
Then 6:45 came around...
...and Brittany came over! ^__^
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