The weather is horrible.
I'm worried about my father going to work in it.
My own car's brakes are going screwy RIGHT as I got money.
My aunt Sandy is still in extremely poor condition.
I fear my grandparents aren't far behind.
My dad's mom is also in poor condition and my thundercunt of an aunt basically changed everything about my grandma's apartment.
I fear I won't finish my minor and my honors concentration.
I'm afraid I won't find a job after college, but I'm also afraid that if I DO find a job it'll lead me away from my dream of writing and comedy.
I don't wanna go to school because I feel like I haven't rested all of break.
I still really dislike a lot of people at school even though I haven't seen them for almost a month.
My legs are achey right now.
I got glasses recently and I'm amazed at both how bad my natural eyesight is and how good I see with them on.
I really want to date someone, just so I can have some form of companionship to focus upon.
I feel like this semester won't be hard as much as it'll just be frustrating.
I have amazing friends.
I'm also fairly good friends with Whitney again, even if though I still get pissed every time she tweets about that vegetarian-frat-douche boyfriend of hers. (Not sure if actually a douche or my jealousy paints him as such. More details as they arise.)
I feel really great about the progress of the play I'm in, and I can't wait for the actual shows to start in 3 weeks.
I take comfort in knowing that a lot of people share my fears and apprehensions.
My faith in God and humanity is balanced because it is continually tested, shaken, lost, and restored.
I'm glad 2013 is over but at the same time I'm worried 2014 might be worse.
I'm also open to believing that it very well could be a fantastic year.
I guess only time will tell.
January 4, 2014
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